I am not cussing.
My mind is blank.
I am sad. I am happy. I have hope, but I am devastated. I feel joyous that things are getting better, but bothered that other things are falling apart.
I am emotionally nauseated.
I am fighting the urge to eat my way through it.
To push down what I actually feel.
How many of you do that? Pushing down the truth of your feelings because we are told to control them, or not show them?
I am not a rock. I am a strong person however, that sees the good that can happen. God is amazing and has a plan. His plan is the best plan.