Friday, June 18, 2010

Reflection

I don't like my reflection in the mirror today.
Not because I am unhappy with my girth,

or age tromping across my face


or the skin on my arms (what's up with that?)


No,
today I was reminded of my human nature and
how much I think I am in control,
and sadly, how much I am really not in control.

Because no one is.

Control is an illusion,
usually brought on by fear.



I hate fear.
I hate hate as well.



Tomorrow will be better, and maybe that person in the mirror will be better too.

1 comment:

Lori said...

Lessons on control=story of my life.